As the saying goes,"害人之心不可有,防人之心不可无". Or to put it more simply,the world is full of double-faced people to guard against.
For some reason,that statement came into my mind yesterday when a certain friend told me who was it who started the rumours.Honestly speaking,I was suspicious of her but I never thought for sure that she would be the one.Oh,I know she was a rumour-monger all right,but in front of me she was all smiley and friendly and helpful.But right behind my back,she started spreading all those lies.Talk about being a hypocritical bitch.My friend was like,"You have to forgive her la...she's a _____"Then we started laughing cos in my few (thank GOD!) years of dealing with _____,I have to agree with that.It's like in their nature or something to talk behind people's backs.
Funnily though,I find it much easier to ignore those rumours now that I know who started it.What do I care anyway?Firstly,like my friend said,she's a _____ and since they are more inclined to gossip and spread rumours...well,I will just have to be the bigger person here and forgive those poor souls.My heart goes out to them.After all,they can't help who they are born to be.If I were to confront her about it,that would be equivalent to bullying a person with an IQ of 60.Oh,I could lash out and publicize it and reveal her identity and put it as my facebook status or something,but frankly speaking,I have more important things I would rather be doing.Like...hmmm,floss,I guess?Something along that line.Anyway,my close friends never believed that and that's all that matters.In fact,it's much more fun to laugh about it among ourselves:D
Oh,I wouldn't say she's completely useless...she did teach me a thing or two:1) there ARE a lot of double-faced bitches around 2)Kissing asses and taking credit for other people's work?Why not?
HAHAHHAHA!!!:))) Gosh I am so enlightened.And since I'm so refined and cultivated now,I shall stop making fun of that poor little simpleton:D Ah-hem.That aside...
Life has a funny way of turning out fine,even sometimes when it feels like your life is over,it's meaningless,it's stupid.Especially when the road we were taking is particularly rocky and we blame ourselves for choosing that path when we came to that metaphorical crossroad in life.But as the Chinese saying goes,塞翁失马,焉知非福.There have been a lot of times in my life when things turned out to be a blessing in disguise.Like when I was in Sec 3 and 4,things were especially hard for me,what with all the O'levels stress,friendship and health problems.In the end,my health took a toll on me.If I had taken the exams in the best of health and mind,I probably would have gone off to a JC,where I probably would have spent the next 2 years poring over Physics and Chemistry again,despite knowing full well that I want nothing to do with sciences,be it currently or in the future.Because let's face it,most people still think that by getting into a good school,then a good university,you will be all set for life.I know that choosing to go to a tertiary institution is not exactly the route most DHS students would choose but turns out,I had the time of my life there.I must say,my first year could very well be the happiest year in my life.I was surrounded by friends who eventually became my most favourite people in the world.See?It's a blessing in disguise all right.
To say my second year was,to put it poetically,shit would be an understatement.Surrounded by backstabbing,hypocritical people who think they are God's gift to humankind,from the way they keep putting others down.Urrghh.I feel the bile rising up from my stomach.So Year 3 didn't start out great too,cos some of Satan's cronies were there.Whatever.But because of that,I got to know a whole new group of friends,through some Year 1 friends,and they too,became some of my favourite people in the world:) So in the end,3.1 didn't turn out so bad after all.Another blessing in disguise.
I meant to blog about this for the longest time,but only got around to blogging about it today because of a similar conversation with a friend the previous night and because I happened to pass by the area near DHS this afternoon.That brought back memories and of course,the motivation to complete this post.Like I said,life's funny and it's no use dwelling on the past,all the "what-ifs" or "if-onlys",cos eventually,everything would turn out fine.I prefer to see my cup as half-full:) Of course I'm not saying that you shouldn't complain or grouse about life...life can be pretty bitchy sometimes.Just...let out all the frustrations then move on again.Nobody ever said that life is a bed of roses.

